(In)Sidejobs

Forgive me my esteemed master by duty, but I dare to blog than finish my report for this day. It has been quite hard to focus when you are pre-occupied with other matters that concern your life. Life and work in professional myth should not permeate each realms but I do think that each plays its role in one's disposition. With each disturbance affects the other entity on the far end of the line. Trying to control my rambled emotions and thoughts does not help me alleviate the situation. I am too timid today I know. I just have to release this or the bubbles still held with tensions will burst if not calmed. Gosh, I should breathe, better and harder each time. :(